On the cusp of a wind, I disappeared from the sights of humanity. The City was drawn to a halt, the voices had ceased, and only dark fledglings lingered in the depths of the human ocean of consciousness. They swam up to meet me time and time again, every time they were stopped and retreated back into their mischievous depths. My glow was rescinded and the world slowly progressed forward. Real life took over, the worlds of business and monetary lust were calling to me from across the chasm of ignorance and doubt. The Masters flailed as if there world were ending, however nothing would bring me about. Deep in the sea of darkness, consciousness molded to the whims and thoughts of those who did not understand the true nature of their power. Angels came to see me, however my door was shut. Demons tried to tempt me, however my door was shut. An isolated hermit without a care in the world. To whom will this door open and re-initiate the cycle of Life and Death?
The World was silent outside, deep within Winter’s Heart. My room was quiet, still, a mirror to the world which I grew tired of escaping. My Angel was meditating blissfully to the inaction of the very moment. The windows creaked with the wind, and the temperature condensated my breath into a murky vapor. The hibernation of the soul is wonderful thing, so calm and blissfully ignorant of the movements of life. They had tried to call me, however I was still blatantly absent in every possible sense. None shall disturb my peace!
An Angel appeared in the room before me. Powerful and white like the very presence of God. The Angel was smiling in the most comforting and reassuring way. I opened my eyes to the ethereal presence that was now haunting my room. I did not feel like talking, nor did I feel like communicating; it was there nonetheless. I gave in to the presence of the Angel, any attempts at resistance would surely have fallen within its grasp. The Angel looked at my Angel standing in the room and they both gave each other a sign of recognition; crossed their hands over the hearts and muttered a praise to God. I looked upon this new Angel with some curiosity, and said “Could you please tell me your name?”
The Angel was moving about the room, looking further into the constructs of energy from an ethereal point of view. His wings were translucent and white behind him in an awesome display of consciousness and purity. “Archangel Seraphiel”… came a voice. I said, “Archangel Seraphiel, is that your name?”. The Angel smiled at me. Suddenly the Angel walked off towards my bedroom and came back dragging what looked to be a black wooden statue of a dark entity. It was short and round, blackened by the temperament of such an insidious glare. The Angel cocked its head and said, “Did you know this was sitting in your bedroom?”. I shook my head. The Angel proceeded to burst the evil totem into white flames and disintegrate it into nothingness. All that remained were the ethereal ashes of something I never knew existed.
I decided to ask the Angel a question before I went any further, “Would you be so kind as to prove to me that you are a true Higher Being polarized to the Light?” The Angel responded “Yes I can do that for you”. The Angel walked in front of me, raised his hands as if to praise God for our very encounter and began to burst his entire existence into Love and Light. Powerful rays of energy began to radiate out of its core and heighten my senses in an etheric display of beautiful harmony. Halfway through the Angel’s display, something very mysterious drew upon the back of my subconscious mind. Something ever so slightly off. If you weren’t accustomed to dealing with Angels, you would have already missed its fleeting energetic entails and gone about your delightful way. I suddenly opened my eyes and looked into the heart and soul of the Angel, and said in a growling voice, “You have been corrupted…”
The Angel’s eyes sprung open in surprise and said, “huh?”, I continued without a trace of warmth, “In my eyes… you are less than shit!” The Angel was shocked, he said “What are you saying-“. In that instant I was engulfed in a presence. A presence so all-encompassing and so magnificently powerful that I transcended Life itself and I was operating on the most powerful enlightened frequency I have ever felt in my Life. I was connected to God so strongly that I burst in a blinding white light that the Angel had to shield his eyes from. God was now speaking through my body in a raw display of absolute energy, his voice was thunderous and ecstatic “You Still Haven’t Learned Your Lesson…”
My surroundings morphed into a completely different environment. I was now standing within a huge Colosseum packed with thousands of Angels sittings amongst white steps. An insanely large number of Angels were witnessing the events that were about to unfold. I was standing amongst the high ranking supreme Beings passing down judgement upon an Angel with his eyes sunken to the ground in shame at the bottom of the Colosseum. My voice was strong and commanding, “You Have Been Sentenced to Millions of Years in the Lower Dimensions until you learn what it means to be an Angel. You are Forbidden from entering the Higher Realms until you realize your mistakes and understand the Love you were created within!!”
The Angel standing in my apartment started crying out “Stop!! How- How are you doing this? Who are you?! How are you dragging up these memories?!”
This vision continued; I was now working myself up into a God-realized display of anger, passing down judgement directly upon the sorrowful eyes and soul of the disgraced Angel. My voice was booming in a large echo against the magnitude of the Colosseum, “You have become corrupt in your duties and you have become Fallen in nature!!”
Jesus Christ and Ascended Master St. Germain walked into my apartment– one to either side of me– in an entourage of the highest energies a human being could ever embrace. A white blinding burst of Light came out of my body in such a powerful way as God witnessed the corrupt Angel still walking around with misleading intentions. The Light shining forth from my God-self was so overwhelming that the Angel standing before me in my room feel to his knees and started weeping. Never in my life had I ever heard an Angel cry, but this Angel was sobbing all over my floor. Jesus Christ and St. Germain were standing firm in their sudden appearance of God’s honor and authority. We were all grasping on to so much Light that the Angel burst into tears at the sheer recognition of being caught red-handed once again. The guilt was too much to bare against the purity and honesty of God-realized Beings.
The Voice came through my body with a roar of thunder greater than any storm “You Came To This Boy With The Intention Of Misleading Him. You Have Yet To Learn From Your Past Mistakes. You Are Going To Be Staying Down Here For Millions Of Years More!!”
The Angel looked up in surprise. Tears were streaming down his face. The Voice continued “Get out of my sight and don’t ever show your face in front of me again”.
The Angel wept as he slowly rose and starting walking out of my room. Judgement had been passed and this corrupt Angel was going to be staying down here for an inconceivably long period of time until he learned to understand the Love we were capable of harnessing within their body and souls.
The Godly presence then drew its attention upon me and said “You have been relieved of your duties”
I said “What duties?”
It continued “The duties of God-realization. You have achieved enough realization to see you through not only this lifetime, but your next two consecutive lifetimes on Earth until you Ascend.”
I contemplated this powerful message and then asked the presence “Why am I still alive?”
The Voice beamed in the most definite and commanding way “You must live through till the end of your days within every single lifetime you have left. The difference now, is that it is no longer your job to perform any duties. However, you will more than likely still strive up to perform them out of your own sheer will simply because you are there, and you already know that nobody else has the capability of doing what you do.” The presence then began to fade in a numbing sensation of pure bliss. My consciousness began to waver in and out of Life like a T.V channel suddenly encountering interference. Then it was gone.
When it was finished, I was given no more purpose than I had conceded before. I was given nothing more than the finalization of my lessons and the freedom that comes with realization upon any system of reincarnation. The events of the night had come to a dramatic conclusion. The world was no different; only the perception of the beings operating within it. The presence of God was flourishing inside me. I now had authority over Angels. My realization was beyond the need to ask, when I simply drew my attention– they started appearing.
A purposeless drifter without a care in the world, God had both opened and closed a new cycle within that of a single night. The irony of freedom is that once you achieve it, there is very little to draw your attention anywhere other than coming back. I am dealing with the original Masters of their Game. I just can’t win other than to do exactly what they destined for me to do when they willed me into Creation.
We better start getting used to the all the characters down here, because we’re going to see them re-emerge in many fascinating ways– from the Light to the Dark and everything in-between. If you can see through them, then you are no longer one of them– you will have become something more significant than them.
I saw a Fallen Angel tonight; a falling star flashing across my vision in the starry night sky. It drew my attention long enough for God to say hello.