My soul underwent one of the most volatile forms of awakenings in this Universe. I was completely submerged into Darkness. I retained so much power over Creation that I was seen as too dangerous to let live. When you are the God of Death, killing me wasn’t an option. I fought through intense spiritual wars that ended in vicious cycles. When my own kind tried to betray me, I finally had enough with Creation. I was God realized on the wrong side of the force, and I turned away from absolutely everything mid-battle in a war against Sirius.
I met my soulmate on Sirius during one of the absolute worst periods of my entire soul history. I was war torn, angry like all hell, betrayed by the hatred I cultivated, Darkness seeping in my veins. She was a beautiful beacon of calming Light smiling at me. When I saw her for the first time, I was encapsulated by her incredibly beautiful energy. All the Darkness in my body temporarily healed into the Light. I had so much love bursting out of my soul. It was so powerful that I fell to my knees and I couldn’t fathom eternity without having such beautiful love in my life.
She asked me “Why did you choose such a Dark pathway in my absence?”.
I replied to her “I am simply playing a role to help this Creator ascend the Universe faster”.
Her blue eyes were deep and powerful and she said to me in a very strong voice “You came into Creation to learn a transcending code for our own Universe”.
I was completely floored by her response. This woman was more Creator realized than even myself. Creators playing roles in other Creations to learn codes. The very fact that she knew we had given birth to our own Universe. Higher Beings couldn’t fathom such responses. I will forever remember her beautiful eyes and gorgeous energy. It was the day I realized there was no reason not to be in the Light.